2004-11-11 [Rain Man]: and i love you,.. :)

2004-11-11 [rocker55]: ...,ok?

2004-11-11 [Young J.C.]: Wow dude, that is totally awkward...

2004-11-11 [rocker55]: ...,ok?

2004-11-11 [lusci0uz X playmate]: lol yes... carlito does that quite a bit...

2004-11-11 [Rain Man]: i know,...dont u love me?,....jkjkjk,..lol,.. :P

2004-11-11 [:Alkor:]: Hi

2004-11-11 [lusci0uz X playmate]: sure i do carlito.... *trys to smile like i mean it* lol jkjk

2004-11-11 [Young J.C.]: I love you man! :P lol

2004-11-11 [Phoenix-X]: i think i must love myself....b/c i am going to be alone all my life..

2004-11-11 [Young J.C.]: Noone is never alone all there life... well, there is those few guys... poor, poor, old guys... :(

2004-11-11 [Phoenix-X]: right...well they were young once...but i'm destined to be alone...i just can't find anyone near me that isn't into drugs or smoking...and every girl i know around here cept one (which is a friend)...cheats on their boyfriend...just sucks being in alabama

2004-11-11 [:Alkor:]: it sucks living in washington also for me..i have girls that are friends but they wont be my girlfriend and all and when i talk to the others they wont talk to me back..im so lonley

2004-11-11 [Young J.C.]: I know old guys that have never had sex...

2004-11-11 [:Alkor:]: im not old though..i have another 30 yrs b4 i get old..lol..and its a LONG ROAD ahead

2004-11-11 [Young J.C.]: I wasn't talking about you.

2004-11-11 [:Alkor:]: oh

2004-11-11 [Young J.C.]: I mean really old guys, about 40.

2004-11-11 [:Alkor:]: lol..okay

2004-11-11 [lusci0uz X playmate]: theres someone out there for everyone... u just havent found them yet..

2004-11-11 [Young J.C.]: Not every having sex... I feel bad for them...

2004-11-11 [:Alkor:]: i never had sex..sucks to be me

2004-11-11 [lusci0uz X playmate]: is that all u guys think about... honestly..

2004-11-11 [Malice Alice]: If they haven't had sex...then they probly aren't trying hard enough.  hehe, why's that a bad thing, Anthony? Your only 16

2004-11-11 [:Alkor:]: lol..i should have had sex long time ago hun..but oh-well im almost 17 btw..hehehe

2004-11-11 [Malice Alice]: lol, yeah, I think that is all they think about, Jess

2004-11-11 [:Alkor:]: hehehe

2004-11-11 [Phoenix-X]: well do i think it all the time jess?..i try not to......plus.......i thinimk i found her...just she lives so so far away....

2004-11-11 [Young J.C.]: I do not think about sex! I never had sex neither.

2004-11-11 [Phoenix-X]: hmm..is there a wiki for guys who don't care about sex...?

2004-11-11 [Young J.C.]: Nope. There should be.

2004-11-11 [Phoenix-X]: yes....should...but isn't...........*looks over his shoulder at jess who is being awfully quiet*

2004-11-11 [Young J.C.]: Both Jess's...

2004-11-11 [lusci0uz X playmate]: i know u dont bryan.. ur diffrent.. *sits on the couch*

2004-11-11 [el-corko]: last time i was here, we were talkin about evil twins.... now it's sex.... i really need to start checkin this more often...

2004-11-11 [Young J.C.]: I'm cared less about...

2004-11-11 [el-corko]: huh?

2004-11-11 [lusci0uz X playmate]: cory.. thats why u watch the page n it notifies u when it changes

2004-11-11 [el-corko]: sad thing is, i do watch it.... lol

2004-11-11 [Young J.C.]: Told you.

2004-11-11 [lusci0uz X playmate]: lol...

2004-11-11 [Rain Man]: well i just come here to talk shit,..lol,.

2004-11-11 [lusci0uz X playmate]: i know

2004-11-11 [Phoenix-X]: *joins her on the couch (seatable only for two)..*.....i just am not all completely hyper about sex...you can't do it but for a certain amount of ours...and when your not...ur wishing u were..who would really want to live their life that way?

2004-11-12 [Young J.C.]: *sits on [Phoenix-X]* Who said I think about sex? I'm 17, never had sex. What makes you think I can't go on anymore without? I've been searching my complete love for that. Love before lust.

2004-11-12 [Phoenix-X]: *pushes you off b/c he doesn't let guys sit on him*....depends how your deffinition of love

2004-11-12 [Young J.C.]: How could you define love, if it is unexplainable?

2004-11-12 [Phoenix-X]: well do you talking about your searcjhing for someone to make love with or to be in love with ..that's what threw me off...

2004-11-12 [Young J.C.]: To be in love with. That's why I did say, love before lust.

2004-11-12 [Phoenix-X]: ok...but i never said you lived your life that way..never did say you were....just some people do....*starts thinking ..yep they are the jerks....stops thinking*......i'm adding you on with how i feel about it all....i'm the same way... (17 no sex)...i just really am not all that curious about it.......you and i are pretty different.....and part of the very few of the cycle that would make great boyfriends..or even husbands

2004-11-12 [Young J.C.]: The way I see it, the first girl I have sex with, I would like it to be the last. Meaning, that is the girl I would want to spend the rest of my life with.

2004-11-12 [Phoenix-X]: agreement there......i don't like people who screw around to find the one they want.....love isn't all about sex..and you can't tell who you want to live with just by the way the make love......

2004-11-12 [Young J.C.]: Exactly! You can't have sex all the time.

2004-11-12 [:Alkor:]: im in a bad mood just to let you guys know..trying to stop a friend [cradleoffilth] from suicide

2004-11-12 [Phoenix-X]: hmm...i read somewhere that having 3 nights of sex each week is almost like running 3 miles everyday.....now that's odd...it was in some adult facts book at a books-a-million....

2004-11-12 [Young J.C.]: That is completely odd... well, better stick to the running for now.

2004-11-12 [Phoenix-X]: yesh...i agree....lol....sorry about your friend sex monkey....anything we can do?...why's he trying to do it? (for what reason)

2004-11-12 [Young J.C.]: I hate suicide...

2004-11-12 [:Alkor:]: well, me and his gf were gonna hook up 6 days ogo but 3 days ago [cradleoffilth] and [Kristin Danielle] hooked up and i got mad and today hes trying to commit suicide cause he said all this was his fault when it was mine..i said im srry to them both and his gf forgave me..so right know im pissed..they are like family to me..so all this was my fault from yesterday and i tried to explain it to him but he wouldnt listen and blammed himself.....so yeah he is [cradleoffilth] aka: Will and gf is [Kristin Danielle] aka:Kristin

2004-11-12 [Phoenix-X]: yep...when i lived in colorado...i was in my 13 floor apartment and my dad is the maintenance for the building.....and he said a guy jumped off the roof...and died.....and we found out the had just payed off every debt he owed and stuff...it was bad

2004-11-14 [Rain Man]: jess,.i need to seriously fucking talk with u,.so when u get on,..message me on msn or yahoo,...cuz im kinda pissed,.but this time its not for my own reasons,..its cuz of what your doing to mike,.

2004-11-14 [rocker55]: ???, ok?

2004-11-14 [lusci0uz X playmate]: lmfao carlito.. so much for seriously needing to talk to me. when i caleld u barly said a thing... but ok.. it was fun anywasy

2004-11-14 [rocker55]: ? what is going on?!

2004-11-14 [lusci0uz X playmate]: LMFAO long story dun ask.

2004-11-14 [rocker55]: ok,... what kinda guitar you got?! i saw it in some of your pics, and it looks nice

2004-11-14 [lusci0uz X playmate]: thank you..but i still dunno wich one ur talkin about.. my old one or my new one or what..

2004-11-14 [rocker55]: ..., the- both then... one that i saw looked like an SG, but those are like, over a ton of money...

2004-11-14 [lusci0uz X playmate]: ohhh the one thats slightly purpleish like or sumthing yea that was my baby

2004-11-14 [rocker55]: what kind was it? and, what is that picture of nipple looking things? they're not condoms are they? lol jk

2004-11-14 [lusci0uz X playmate]: lol its a gibson les paul SG custom electric guitar cost $42099

2004-11-14 [rocker55]: damn, thats crazy, good guitars though, what is that pic of though? the one with the, just did it, just doin it, things on it?

2004-11-14 [Young J.C.]: Who, in there right mind, pay over forty-two thousand for a guitar?

2004-11-14 [lusci0uz X playmate]: the pic is of condoms... and to answer ur question jody.. ME!! it was my baby.. my pride and joy... then i got a new one..

2004-11-14 [Young J.C.]: I had a eletric guitar and a acoustic/eletric. I sold the eletric one, trying to sell my other one. I write rap lyrics. I'm making a music video tomorrow, Monday. And then sending it out to record company's as a demo.

2004-11-14 [lusci0uz X playmate]: cool how much u selling it 4

2004-11-14 [Young J.C.]: As much as I bought it for. It was my first guitar, didn't pay much for it, maybe onlt played it about 15 times in over a year.

2004-11-14 [Phoenix-X]: ......extremely bored.....noone is talking to me..............*yawn*.........i wish i had a skatebaord or something here to do....*hammers nails into his forehead*

2004-11-14 [Rain Man]: actually,.when i wrote that message i had a lot to say....by the end of the night i was tired and didnt even want to talk on the phone,.plus i had to leave..so i just gave the phone to mike since he's your boyfriend,...its not like you're boo,..i'd rather talk to her,,. :P

2004-11-14 [Phoenix-X]: boyfriend?...

2004-11-14 [Rain Man]: something like that,.or atleast it will be official soon,.. :)

2004-11-14 [Young J.C.]: She has a boyfriend?

2004-11-14 [Phoenix-X]: hmm.guess she'll take off the owing my ass pic soon too.....oh good..thanks for telling!...ur awesome....

2004-11-14 [Young J.C.]: Yes, I do thank you too.

2004-11-14 [Phoenix-X]: no not u....i was talking to carlito.....but w/e....guess u r too??

2004-11-14 [Rain Man]: i dunno,..leme not go too into detail on this thing,..lol,,..

2004-11-14 [Phoenix-X]: hmm..would she kill ya if u did?...does she really like him alot or something?

2004-11-14 [Young J.C.]: I was also talking to Carlito.

2004-11-14 [Phoenix-X]: ok...damn sorry....*makes a smores*

2004-11-14 [Rain Man]: she cant kill me,.cuz then i will never be with boo,..

2004-11-14 [Phoenix-X]: true...true...well....hmm..maybe i can get her to tell me about it...just wanna know what's going on..i'm always in the dark about everything

2004-11-14 [rocker55]: ok, why are there condom pics? and gibson are like, the best guitars... hmmm, my fingers got burned :D

2004-11-14 [:Alkor:]: hu?

2004-11-14 [el-corko]: that was kinda random... lol

2004-11-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: mikes not my bf carlos.. he hasnt asked me out and i havent said yes.. so technically im not his gf

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: .....for long.....

2004-11-15 [Young J.C.]: WHAT?

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: .......*walks out of this room for awhile*.......i have my own wiki to tend to

2004-11-15 [Young J.C.]: Aye...

2004-11-15 [Rain Man]: just go blow a goat

2004-11-15 [Young J.C.]: Who?

2004-11-15 [Rain Man]: the world may never know,....

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: *still still gone*

2004-11-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: u know what i need time away from this place seriously... 2 much shit is goin around

2004-11-15 [Rain Man]: me too,,.. :(

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: sorrow and bliss both suck ass!! y can't i just stay nuetral?

2004-11-15 [Young J.C.]: Life is a funny thing.

2004-11-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: sudden sorrows

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: ..., my blisters popped, fucking fire...

2004-11-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: *hands u ice*

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: lol, thx, jeez, been dripping fluid all day- ooo, nm, too gross

2004-11-15 [Young J.C.]: Walk around on them.

2004-11-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: lol

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: on what? its my fingers! dont burn pine needles in cofee cans!

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: LOVE YOU JESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-11-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: awww i love you too bryan

2004-11-15 [Rain Man]: i love you too bryan,.. :)

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: awwwwwww so sweet, *looks around* well, not to me, but... to you guys, ..., SHUT UP!

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: ahh i get it..one of those love convention things.....ok....love you to carlito!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: oh shit, its a gay convention now!

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: shut the fuck up....it's called being comfortable with ur sexuallity...(straight love).......but i see your uneasy about your love....

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: but if it makes it sound better....

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: i love jess a whole lot better then any of you

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: how would you know? ur saying you love carl too man!

2004-11-15 [Rain Man]: i love the other jess a whole lot more,.. :)

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: other jess?... oh that one... welll, she hasn't been all *starts acting drunk* round me, except for that time she actually was drunk

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: i'm saying i love this jess more then carl...yes straight love..and i know i love her!....not really love him.......i'm not GAY!!!..........and yes....carl i know u love boo...just i think we need to find someone for....roka! lol

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: lol, ok? well a girl is flirtin with me at the moment, and shes got no pic, and, so, i dont know what she looks like, i thought jess was single

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: she is.....but she said she really loved me.....not like the one she said earlier on this page...........

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: ..., thats what she said to me dude...

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: how long ago did she say that>?

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: i dunno, couple weeks maybe..

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: she still feels that way about you now?........

2004-11-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: jack i told u that a long time ago.. i dont love u like that anymore maybe i did one time.... but i dont anymore.. i like someone else. im sry

2004-11-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: i will always love u as a friend

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: ahh, ok... ill just go get drunk and die now

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: *shocked expression*

2004-11-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: jack thats not what i meant. im sorry its just.. not meant to be

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: right... hey the trains coming, CYA GUYS! maybe you could find my shoe after im torn to pieces

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: hokai will do...should we fedex you it?

2004-11-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: jack dont be like this.

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: why not? why do you all of a sudden like this guy more then me?

2004-11-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: its not an all of a sudden thing. and its not like i planned it he is just always there. he is my sacred place. when i talk tohim my problems dissapear n it jsut makes me so hapy and i just cant controle how i feel. he is my safeplace to go when im in danger my sacred place when i need my space and time. hes my rock.. the one thing that keeps me whole. heeps me up when i just wish to die more then anything but he keeps me up when im about to fall.. he carries me when im tired.. feeds me when im starving.. and theres nothing i wouldnt do for him

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: ok, and why is it you liked me?

2004-11-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: because you were once there for me you were a total sweetheart n still are but i found someone who could be there for me in many ways you cant.. n i just feel safe with him... i cant controle my feelings

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: o...k, and hes there how? again?

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: ......um....what should i say?

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: notin, shut the hell up

2004-11-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: jack dont fukin talk to him like that. just because your mad because i wont be with you and because u hate me doesnt mean you can take it out on other people. dont blaim it on him. he didnt know

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: hmm..anger management probably.......i did nothing........shouldn't be mad at me...

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: im not mad at you, im not taking it out on you, i want to talk to jess more straight in the eye, go talk to carl, or who ever of ur bf are online

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: ...if u wanna talk to her...it'll be fine just tlaking to her wiht me on here...

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: oh hell, go ahead and listen, dont talk though, ive had enough of you for now

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: ok i'll take that

2004-11-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: jack if your going to talk to him like that.. imi not even going to waist my time talking to you.

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: ok, fine, sure talk, share every morsol of your ideas, and how is he there? what is he like two inches away from you all the time?

2004-11-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: soething like that... but what does it mater to you jack... you know it wouldnt work out either way

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: it could've, it realy could have, maybe i shouldn't ask god for things any more

2004-11-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: why do u like me anyways jack ... why me of all ppl

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: because out of all the pretty girls out there, you seem the most perfect of all, your nice, gentle, AND wild(at times) and i thought you were right for me, guess i was wrong again

2004-11-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: jack....all you want is looks.. and ill admit this once AND ONLY ONCE PPL i have the looks.... but i need a guy who looks past that and thats the first thing that poped into ur heads... and hes not like that

2004-11-15 [Rain Man]: looks arent everything jack,..what is "perfect" anyways??,.no one is perfect,...ya gots to look deeper than looks when looking for some one,..

2004-11-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: exacly... thats why him n boo are such a cute couple

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: you guys, are turning into idiots, i wasn't for the fuckin looks, i loved you from who you are, you were nice, easy to talk to, and smart, thats why i thought you were perfect!!!

2004-11-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: k w.e im ou tya'll peace

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: yeah, w\e

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: peace, yeah

2004-11-15 [Rain Man]: well,..goodnight peoples,...

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: cya, damn

2004-11-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: night carlito

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: night carl!.....night jack....

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: ..., yeah good*takes out gun*night, oh shit they're lookin

2004-11-15 [Rain Man]: night night,..zzzZZZZZzzzzZZZZzzzz,.......................

2004-11-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: jack dont be stupid

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: shut up, ruined my life already*shoves corks in carl's nose* is he always that loud?

2004-11-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: yes... he is...dunno how boo does it

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: don't talk to her that way....damnit if your goin suicidle..then check into the emo wiki

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: she talked worse, if you know love

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: i know love....that's why she's with me....i may not now enough to have her wanna marry me...but do love her in a way that maes her happy

2004-11-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: *smiles*

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: ok? your saying you dont wanna marry her?

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: it takes more then half a year of knowing someone to wanna marry them

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: well, i must have REALLY loved her then

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: or had a bad crush on her

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: you don't know everything from someone after a few times talking to them....real love takes time

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: what do you mean "bad crush" i didn't talk to her a few times either, more then that

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: ok well i'm gunna ;eave you alone and let you piss and moan like a disabled child need ing to pee.....night!

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: wow, if i were jess, id kick ur ass, if ya got one, and yes im a child, not disabled, and i dont need to piss, so shut up

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: in the accent of puss in boots from shrek2- "i'm le puss in boots...i ah bid you fair well."...that means i'm logging out now...if you didn't know

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: no shit sherlock, i knew that, and instead of watching tv all day, and talking all night, work damnit, dont be a lazy ass, i talk at night, and work all day, and im still too lazy man, think about how lazy you are!

2004-11-15 [Young J.C.]: Fuck... I'll tell you this now. Love and obsession, they both can be a hell of a time. They noth feel the same at first too. Obsessions can go on for awhile also. That leaves me clueless as you people also. I most say first of all, if you don't love yourself, there is no way in hell you are gonna be able to love someone else, and if you think you can, you have no right to love another person. As we all should know, Jesse is much greater then looks, she is nice (possibly to nice,) caring, and sweet, and funny... :P Yes, she is beautiful, but fuck dude, if you only like her for her looks, you are obsessing over her and lusting, not love. And if she doesn't love you, what can you do? Be down...

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: dude, how many times must i type this shit down? yes she is very buetiful, but that is NOT the only reason why i loved her! i love her for*pauses* all the stuff you just said about her, and i feel, that she never really loved me anyway. and also, i dont like myself, i need to change, a lot! not my clothes perverts, my life! i need to work more often instead of just cutting wood, and i need to stop all around SINNING! at this rate ill be in hell for sure

2004-11-15 [Young J.C.]: put yourself in the gutter, go and cry. But talk about suicide, so stupid. Doon't try to make her feel sorry for you. That means you are just trying to hard. Move on (I should take my own advice... :P) I'm sure there is another girl, there always is. If it was really meant to be, she would be with you, for all the right reasons. but, she has falling for someone else, and yes, I too am jealous (all I gotta say about that is, you better treat her with respect.) But what could I do? I can still love her, but not expect the same in return. I can still be there for her as a good friend. Let ones faith move on, as you see yours go. Be a friend, stop complaining that she doesn't love you, be happy

2004-11-15 [Young J.C.]: that she is happy. That is what you want most of all, right? Her to be happy? I know I do. Good luck you two, and thank you Jesse for being a friend.

2004-11-15 [rocker55]: im not complaining, i am wondering like i always am, im curious fucked up jack, and there isn't another girl out therem the next best one is my cousin, but, i dont wanna date her, shes just a really good friend, jess on the other hand- ah fuck it

2004-11-15 [el-corko]: ok..... i missed alot.... i'm stayin outta this one....

2004-11-15 [Phoenix-X]: jumpsteady......don't worry....i will....i always will....and if you want to get to know me better so that you can believe that i will always treat her with the highest respect...then you can send messages to me to get to know me better

2004-11-16 [RA!]: i honestly think shes overrated..if she wouldnt have put up tons of pics of herself and become so self absorbed she'd be shit on here...or those body pics oo yeah 14 and learning from pam anderson i can see...yeah its called soft core porn if ya didnt know...yeah u guys judge by her looks first THEN get to know her..shes OVERRATED!

2004-11-16 [:Alkor:]: fuck off bitch..iknow you so fucken fuck a dog..shes sexier then you for sure so dont judge people..your not her friend and you dont deserve to be here..learning from Pam Anderson? you got that round hunny..your learning from HER shit face now FUCK off..plus [RA!] your more overrated then her ya slut..now BEAT IT

2004-11-16 [Young J.C.]: Wow... you poor shitty loser. You come in here, trying to put someone down, that already said she now she is pretty, but that's not all she is. Why don't you get your jealous ass out of here? If a few guys want to praise her and her body, then what does that have to do you with you?